fantastic. so for those of you who know my religious beliefs (which are somewhere between agnostic and athestic, i still have a lot to learn before i really know where i am), get this:
im watching a movie with my brother and sister. were having a pretty decent time. first time id been feeling 95% okay in quite a while.
my family never goes to church. like, never. unless its christmas or easter. and even then, my mom and stepdad try to get everyone to leave earlier (doesnt this tell you something? personally, i think it does. ). and she becomes pissed at me for having a different belief than her, which i find absolutely ridiculous. but back to what i was saying....
so my mom comes downstairs. "be ready in 45 minutes. were going to mass" i was like wtf? "why." "because i said so" great reasoning mom.... if i tell her i wont go, shell be pissed and make me feel guilty. if i go, ill probably become ever unhappier (at that moment i was back to 15%). That pretty much gives me the option of going. Sure, ill be respectful. but i wont act happy. and if i participate in any standing or anything, im not going to like it. we'll see how this goes...
on the other had: debating yesterday. oh boy. what to say? ill keep mum on this, but i will say i dont think that im staying in debate. Actually, you can just read rebecca's post. she describes it well.
i almost cant wait for school tomorrow.
Tal
PS. i dont mean to offend anyone, if anyone is offended.
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Mass? Weird. How was it?
You aren't staying in? I still don't think I'll stay in for long, but I want to go to this next tournament just to give it one more chance, and because I had told her I would. Sigh.
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